Am rather peaky now

Ohh God..forgive me..i dont want to suffer..please..please..Dont know why I got this feverish thingy since last night..went to my class this morning..i was sleeping for the whole of the lesson..sorry for wasting ur money, dad..went out yesterday after visiting my granddad at hospital...its been 1 month..he's still not out..outside the hospital,cousin called me..we went out to GoldenMile Complex..Fuckingshit!! I didnt bring enough money..there were so many things there..A Gucci shoe,Porter Bags,G-Star jeans,AdidasDeisel jeans,Comme Des Garcons,A.X,D&G,PorterInternational...but rejected ones luh..why not?..ppl wont know anyway..the guy wanted to sell me the Porter sling bag for $28 when its $259 outside..arghh....i should have wait for Dad to come home..Then,off we went to Haji Lane..after that to vivo..sat at coffee bean for an hour or so..cousin chatting,me reading..like what Mr G said..go to coffee shops and have ur mind relaxed by reading..i want to adapt to that kind of lifestyle..came home at ( plus..never have i experience a bad day out with cousin..everywhere we went,we felt so ennui..uhhhhh...went home,eat briyani then sleep..guess thats how i got the sore throat and then the fever..haha..fuckingFood!!!