Buy me this!

Boo!

Yeah! Im losing myself.
Missing you!
Waiting,waiting!
Gosh, Its tough!
Still loving you!

OBS

Its near!
Got everything except cotton twine and batteries.
Off to JP after meeting.
2 more trackpants.
And some other stuffs.
Im quite ready.
Get it done as fast as possible.
Knee's making a fuss!
Nevermind.
Waiting for the Super14 grand finale.
Com'on Bulls.

Meet-The-Parents

Wow!Awesome!Horrible!Speechless!
Results were bad even after getting those top 10 thingy.
Failed 3 out of 6
Well here are the results:

EL-C5
MT-A1
Maths-F9
Sc-D7
CH-B4
DNT-E8

Percentage was 54%.
Not to be proud and ashamed of.
Its okey to fail and fail and fail.
But dont fail to try.
Comments were fine.
Positive.
I am well behaved.
But there's room for improvement for my behavior.
Heheheeeee!
Sorry dad!
Im trying harder!

the end

i'll be here
here until the end.
i ain't going nowhere.
baby im stayin.
i cant go minute wihtout you
dont know what i do without you
so.
you bear me up
im flyin on your love

Last Day

Quite normal actually.Chem.EL.Maths.Bio.
Whole day sucks for me.
I dont know why.
Holiday Mood.
Got back class photos.
Meeting teacher tmr with dad.
Getting back results.
Shit!
Its Horrible.
Failed 3 out of 6.
Its okey to fail and try and try and gradually try before succeeding.
Yeah.
Went home.Everyones out.
Skip training.Gym
Saw ahmad's brother.
2hours drilling myself with those weights.
I envy his arms.
Fuck it.I need to punish myself to have it.
everythings aching now.
See y'all!

Indonesia.

Nobody

Notice you.2 seats in front.Splendid,I thought.Signficant, I felt.
Not at this moment.They wept.The rider was like a boy. Hearing your voice.
It changes the mood.Anxious,terrified,happiness.Running with the flow.
Stop.I waited.Waited.Waited.Waited.And,still waiting indeed.
It sure can be both.But its neither truth nor lie.Feeling the power.

Well Done,Barca

It was indeed heartbreaking..Waking up to witness one of the tragic games by Red Devils..It should have been ours.Not theirs.They didnt play quite well.But yeah,there is still next year.No point crying over a spilt milk,rite Mani?..
Nvm..

Thanks Dee!

Sekar.

All the best in life,Mate!

Knee

Busy for the last few days.I went for traditional massage for my knee.And,wow, it was ridiculous,amazing,thumbs up.2 sessions, i can bend my knee..thanks to him.
Im quite ready for OBS.Bring me the challenge.I really think im okey with those.

Singapore Vs Japan

Went to watch the final match of Singapore Rugby.
Rey,yassin,wan,hanif,ismat,zul,zack,khai,bahri.
Meet Mr Glover and Jana there for the tickets.
Singapore Lions played against Japan.
Iszy,the No.12 man,played a significant role.
Good job,man!
My gosh.The Japanese were huge.One looked like The Great Khali.
Quite a good match.Singapore lost 45-15.Considered good against a World Cup team.
After that, went to MakanSyiok with them all.Straight home after that.
Some pictures taken there.Some werent clear as I took it with my 2mp hp. :)

memories

Shouldn't Be

I wish to rewind time.
Not to make the mistake.
It's hard now.
I understand, but wouldnt it be...
Its not over.
I wont want an end.
It wont be.
I'll give as much time.
Im just not ready for the worst.
Trust,Believe,Faith..
It cant be over.
Its not.
Its not
Its not

aefy.N

LIE-David Cook

You whispered that you were getting tired,
Got a look in your eye,
Looks a lot like goodbye.
Hold on to your secrets tonight.
Don't want to know I'm ok with this silence
It's truth that I don't want to hear

You're hiding regret in your smile
There's a storm in your eyes I've seen coming for awhile
Hold on to the past tense tonight
Don't say a word,
I'm ok with the quiet.
The truth is gonna change everything.

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart,
Look me in the eye,
Lie, lie, lie.

I know that there's no turning back.
If we put too much light on this we'll see through all the cracks.
Let's stay in the dark one more night.
Don't want to know I'm ok with the silence.
It's truth that I don't want to hear.

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
So look me in the eye,
And lie, lie, lie.

Don't want to believe in this ending
Let the cameras roll on,
Keep pretending
Tomorrow's all wrong if you walk away
Just stay

So lie to me and tell me that it's gonna be alright
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the night
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye,
And lie, lie, lie.

So lie to me and tell me that we're gonna be ok
So lie to me and tell me that we'll make it through the day
I don't mind if you wait before you tear me apart
Look me in the eye,
And lie, lie, lie.

takes time

Sorry seems to be the hardest words.
Its the last.Never again.I vow.I love.

No Boundaries

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Cause here I am
still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

Congrats Kris!

ALLENation!
10.05 during chemistry..
Mom replied..
Saying Kris Won!
I shouted at Mani in class.
Some were looking!
Yeah.it was Kris!
It should be Adam who wins.
But it will be Kris who wins.
A.I over.
Now S'pore Idol coming.
Looking forward to it too.

No...

Guess what!
Dislocation of knee again!
What a comeback.
Went to training yesterday.Played touch.And urgh,It Popped Out!
OBS coming soon..
Effing N(ine) more days.
Restless.No gym.No run.No excersice.
Only seeking GOD for help.
I really want to go.No matter what.
F***ing knee got me into so much f***ing problems.
God Save Me!

Saying it out wont work.
I've realised.I hope you know.
This will be the first and last
Im very sure of that.

Nothing in this world is more important.
Unique,Authentic,Energetic.
Running to you to touch your hand, I will!

Kicked those bad habits of mine.
Have I been too childish? Nope.
All I ever wanted and prayed for.
Leaving everything I had.
Im brutally honest, Im sorry
Managing what Ive never thought of.
And waiting to be accepted
Thanks for being by me!
On this road of freedom,love,passion and will.
Nobody can stop me from it.


Aefy.N

You

I want to run away.
To get to you.
To love you and to be with you.
So you won't know,
that i'm right beside you.
Hugging you.
Reminiscing your smile.
I like it.
I love it.
I love you.


Be with me, stay with me.



I do.Im Sorry!
Aefy.N

School

Got back most results.It was AVERAGE!.Not good and Not bad.
Everything was fine, I guess.
Every look was significant.
I wanted to..
But I had no courage.
Everything's pulling me down.
Im still waiting for the other papers.
Praying hard for the best.

Stranger

Im dead.
Im feeling useless.
Im Pissed Off with myself
Im really weak.
Im stupid to have done that.
Im regretful of my actions.
Im just blind.
Im really sorry.
Im waiting for your smile.
Im waiting for your words.
Im waiting for your touch.
Im loving you every beat of my heart.
Im no faking it here.

sunday

no school tmr.
tuition today.
now at e-in's house.
family gathering.
exam's ending next week..i'll update soon..
and maybe bragging more things.




what i want-
COMMEdesGarcons tee..
and Davos




Wait for more updates in the coming weeks..
Take care everyone.
Hey dear.
I Love You!

spent with cuzzie

happy birthday cousin e-in.
may god bless you with great felicity
all the best in life
spent time with them.

Been Very Busy

i had been busy.
exams' a bomb.
but im still happy though.
thanks dear!
yeahhh..i remembered..


4x100m sports day..
1st-3v7
timing-49.1secs

achieved,those goals of mine.
thanks kishen,imran and syabil for the great fun!