I miss you all,Cousins
Where are you all?
Meet up again.
Chats.Laughter.Craps.Everythig.
All busy.
So am I.
Deep in me, miss all of you!
Meet up soon okeys!
Love y'all.



Today kinda crap.
Bored.
After school,Mosque.
Rotting at home till this very minute.
Mom Dad went out buying food,going to Granny's
Im just here.
Bored.Bored.Bored.



Saw you!
I smiled.
Speechless!
Restless!
Happiness.
Loneliness.
Crazyness.
Honest.
Ily.


till here.gdbye loved readers
-Aefy.N

Kept

What do you think i'll feel.
This just brings down the pride.
That's the worst thing you wont want.
The ability to get your knee out anytime.
Fuck this shit.
The only one thing i need.
Strenght.Heart.Passion
Saying it will be as easy.
Proving it is hardwork.
Achieving it is glory.
Honoured and respected.
Mates,this is just the right time.
The records are there for us to smash!
A gold will not make us only pleasant.
Its gonna be an achievement not to forget.
Train hard.Run hard.Get what we want!
If you want it,so do I.
Focus.
Will Happen!

Lust.Will.Passion.Pride

its been everything i wanted.
classes wont help.
let me pass it.
hoping for the best.
studies.sports.YOU.everything.
a goal is there to be achieved.
a record is there to be broken.
a love is there to be respected.
a status is there for us.
no help.its us.
just how bad you want it.
these failures to help.
but is it real
or just some craps said by those who succeed.
the last thing to grab.
its the best thing i've ever had.

I Miss Indonesia

those memories kept deep.
those laughter still heard.
those times we shared.
those tears still dropping.
those friendship we built.
abdi bogo keanjen.(if im not wrong)
i miss all of you!

I think those mountains are achievable.
Those light will brighten up the world.
Win or lose is about believing.
No defeats.Keep up the pride.
I dream!
All because of you!
Live without you is absurd.
Ridiculous,i mean.
I really miss it.
Born again love.
It wont fade.
Keep readinng it.

I.Love.You
Aefy.N

I dream

hey..
finished school/pasar malam/burger/hotdog/...


training..kishen,lets get it started..i want those record too..get ur competition done fast and train with us.i really believe in what you said.Yes,we can!.all the best for you running,mate!

Sin

its that f**king sin again
i did it
repeated it
continue with it
wont stop it..
why.how.what.when
help me!
i just want it out of my life.
that frigging sin..

DeepDownDreams

maybe i made you confuse.
but the confusion,
it may be a fact.
cause i wanted it so much
its hard.i know
withstand.
you indeed brighten up my days.
i call you a champion.
eventhough others dont think so.
life is full of uncertainty.
and only by this,
i hope you understand.
hey,dont be a cheat next time.
thru failures,you succeed.
i like all this crappy sentences.
its just hard to understand.
it may be to you,you,you, or even you.
but this special kid,i may call,
you're just too ridiculous.
we are the same.i belive
im not over it.
too not over you.
gee!
something special indeed!
dreams arent enough.
there's gotta be somebody.
im hoping for it.
how could ya be so heartless!
Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
Takes time.
Significance

all i ever wanted..

it may be simple.
but indeed,too complicated.
i just don't know the reasons.
let it out.
there's too much.
in too deep.
im here for you.
i hope you realize.
please.
i hate to suffer.
i want an answer.
im sorry
maybe it will help.
all i ever wanted.
its you.
i just need you in my life.


Aefy.N